i wake up and u just
disappear in my dream...
the longingness for u...
have left me all so fragile
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Tuesday, December 2, 2008
haixx 2day farna keep talking abt fai
as i noe fai is also 19 nd in poly . . .
bt then wired thing wen farna talk abt fai
i will stated thinking abt *w_ _
i mean i noe he dun even f*** care abt me sooo . . .
bt y i still like2 hym . . .
hm . . .
i dunno . . .
i think sooo i maybe erm haixxx i dunno im dame confuss . . .
4 der 1st time i stead wit hym i realy2 love him
then he break wit me . . .
after tat afew ask bt i reject coz he is still in my mind
aghhh im a fool bt im just a fool 4 hym . . .
2nd time we stead . . .
it was ohk at 1st BT . . .
afew days ltr he nvr msg me . . .
he dun care . . .
we plan 2 c each other during 2t1 BBQ party . . .
bt he went jamming wit his fwn soooo im piss of . . .
i msg hym lots of time he nvr eply . . .
bt wen i ask wather he love me or nt
wather he even care then he eply . . .
i mean . . . he only eply wen i ask hym wather he love me or nt . . .
haixxxx . . .
then next day i, i break wit hym . . .
bt he only eply . . .
ohk then . . .
tat realy show me tat he dun care . . .
haix . . .
then abt a week i wen nd msg him again i ask hym wather he even care abt me went we stead . . .
then he eply saying if we meet then is a diff mater . . .
i dunno . . .
should i meet hym or nt . . .
haixx some more tis few days i cant stop thinking of hym . . .
i keep on cutting my hand coz of hym . . .
bt i noe he dun care
i think if i kill myself also he will be happy!!!
i wish can just die sooo he b even more happy . . .
my fwn say i care abt hym more then myself
nd im stupid of still loving hym even wen he dun even love me back
bt i just dun care . . .
no matter wat he is in my heart . . .
even if im nt in his heart
*ppl hu noe hu im talking abt plz dun tell hym
nd even if he noe i noe he still wouldt care
reminisced @ 2:16 AM
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