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Wednesday, December 3, 2008

yesterday??
03/12/08

wow
1st 630am
in the morning . . .
kak ain kol . . .
haixx she nd mama liZa ask me wather i wanna go changi or nt . . .
i ask mummy n daddy say yeshhh sooo
i wn out abt 7plus
meet them opps tampines lib . . .
we take bus 29 . . .
go there hehehe
4 no reason we just keep laughting . . .
laughlaughlaugh
hahasss
after we eat there
we plan 2 play rollerblade
wit my cuzzy!!!
hahasss
i was the begginer
my cuzzzy was the proooo [kind off]
hahas
sooo she teach me hahasss
after she teach meee
we wannted 2 play the swing . . .
then tis 2 guyss suddenly want 2 "knlknl"
wit me nd my cuzzy
hahassss
then we kind off give my number 2 tis wired guy
hahass
we msg2 . . .
hahassssss
then we sit at the swing nd talk2
hahasss
then abt 5pluswe say we need 2 goo
coz me nd my cuzzy gt 2 c zana preformance . . .
the we reach clementi abt 7plus . . .
hahahassss
we c the dance then wanted 2 go home coz its abt 12plus . . .
hahahss

haixxx that day was seriously funfunfun~~~~

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Tuesday, December 2, 2008

haixx 2day farna keep talking abt fai
as i noe fai is also 19 nd in poly . . .
bt then wired thing wen farna talk abt fai
i will stated thinking abt *w_ _
i mean i noe he dun even f*** care abt me sooo . . .
bt y i still like2 hym . . .
hm . . .
i dunno . . .
i think sooo i maybe erm haixxx i dunno im dame confuss . . .
4 der 1st time i stead wit hym i realy2 love him
then he break wit me . . .
after tat afew ask bt i reject coz he is still in my mind
aghhh im a fool bt im just a fool 4 hym . . .
2nd time we stead . . .
it was ohk at 1st BT . . .
afew days ltr he nvr msg me . . .
he dun care . . .
we plan 2 c each other during 2t1 BBQ party . . .
bt he went jamming wit his fwn soooo im piss of . . .
i msg hym lots of time he nvr eply . . .
bt wen i ask wather he love me or nt
wather he even care then he eply . . .
i mean . . . he only eply wen i ask hym wather he love me or nt . . .
haixxxx . . .
then next day i, i break wit hym . . .
bt he only eply . . .
ohk then . . .
tat realy show me tat he dun care . . .
haix . . .
then abt a week i wen nd msg him again i ask hym wather he even care abt me went we stead . . .
then he eply saying if we meet then is a diff mater . . .
i dunno . . .
should i meet hym or nt . . .

haixx some more tis few days i cant stop thinking of hym . . .
i keep on cutting my hand coz of hym . . .
bt i noe he dun care
i think if i kill myself also he will be happy!!!
i wish can just die sooo he b even more happy . . .
my fwn say i care abt hym more then myself
nd im stupid of still loving hym even wen he dun even love me back
bt i just dun care . . .

no matter wat he is in my heart . . .
even if im nt in his heart
*ppl hu noe hu im talking abt plz dun tell hym
nd even if he noe i noe he still wouldt care

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hahass
2day i gt malay dance practis . . .
here it goes . .
i wake up aat 6.30am
go nd bath . . .
talk 2 my mum . . .
after tat go down my house meet dee . . .
walk 2 tm . . .
meet fad dayah ayu . . .
then meet farna at mac . . .
hm . . .
buy food nd
go kallang take MRT.
hm . . .
after dat do warm up up . . .
nd do some dance . . .
we ve a break then dance some more . . .
after tat time 2 go home . . .

me nd farna plan 2 go pasir ris 4 fun . . .
we take mrt goo there then go mac
after tat we walk till block 427
*i think!!*
then it statred 2 be bored soo i ask my causin 2 goo down . . .
we talk2 . . . laught2
hahass

there a few boi hu keep looking at me!!!
*yuck*
my god !!!
hm . . . sooo hu care!!!!
hm . . .
then we gooo home
hahas . . .!!!!

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Monday, December 1, 2008

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