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Saturday, November 29, 2008

Boring
ish im soo bored!!
at home doing nth!!!
just on computer cheack fwnster nd my blog . . .
chat wit bershare nd iMesh ppl . . .
here im sooo bored!!!!
at imesh ppl just view nvr add bt wen somebody just add they nvr chat . . .
BORIIINGG!!!!
Imesh realy suxxxx
haiyoyoyo . . .

u noe yesterday gt tis wired dream
haaixx . . . hey i gt 2 type ltr k bubbye . . .

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Hey ppl tis re a few poem . . .

sori tat im nt gonna write any story abt my live tis week cozz there nth happing . .

i mean i nvr go out from 24/11/08 till 29/11/08

hahas . . .

sooo im just at home playing com nd cheacking out some sweet poem . . .

tis few day i ptat my blog some of the sweet poem i found . . .

hahasss i noe i noe is a poem abt love . . .

wat can a gerl do ???

im just a gerl tat always thinking abt love

even if tis few day my heart is broken coz of tis idiot guy!!!!

wooww i was just planning just 2 write a short speach bt suddenly i write a long 1!!!

hahas sori ppl !!!!

kk just enjoy reading the poem kk i will pt more ltrr . . .

oo yar btw ...

cant wait 4 2morro i gt malay dance nd of coz wen there malay dance there choir!!!

hahas i cant wait 2 c ZANA!!!!!

nd the rest of the choir kid . . .

hm . . .

ala im gonn c tat freaking guy again[hahass yup is fadlih ofcozz]

haixx bt still im gonna enjoy it . . .

yeahh malay dancee YEPEE gonna gt 2 c sarahh !!!

hm . . . bt tis few sunday im more close 2 the choir then malay dance weired . . .

nd some ppl even plan 4 me 2 join choir!!!

OMG no way kk!!!

is nt tat i hate choir is just tat i dont realy like singing 2 ppl!!!

hm . . . ooo yar on monday maybe im gonna help the erm urban kids if im nt wrong nd maybe im gonna slepp over at zana house . . . yepee!!!

muhahahaa. . . OPSSS nd again i had just given a long speach . . .

hahas SORII!!!

kk just enjoy the poem . . .

Love wasn't there

To feel this way was, is a crime

a crime to the heart

the heart, feels this way because love wasn't there

this feeling sunk up on the heart

took ahold of the heart and all the heart could do was bleed

not blood, did the heart bleed but pain was the name pain came in a liquiad but will the heart ever understand how to cove up the womb

healing wasn't the process the heart had to go through

to stop the bleeding does it hurt to be hurt

does it hurt to bleed and unbleedable pain

yes said the heart it felt this way cause love wasn't there.

This Heart

this heart churns love

this heart brews hatred

this heart houses my passions

my passions share a room with my disinterests

this heart manufactures aspirationsand later decides to go against them

this heart admiresthis heart chastises

this heart misses you

and this very heart avoids letting that show

this heart longs for you

yet it doesn't want to be broken by you

this heart is a superwoman

juggling between east and west,

what's right and what's wrong,

reality and fantasiesand puts it all in perfect balance

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Friday, November 28, 2008

tear drop of love . . .

love wen out from my eyes 2 the ground . . .

coz of eu . . .

love wen out of my heart 2 my eye coz of eu . . .

bt do u even noe tat . . .

my love is gone coz of eu . . .

i dont think soooo . . .

my heart my heart is broken and its all because of you

my heart cant be put back together with some glue

my heart is full of pain and u dont even care

my heart really needs you but your not even there

my heart now as an empty space

my heart needs u to fill that place

my heart feels the friendship will never be replaced

my heart wants you to still keep me safe

my heart knew this friendship would grow into something more

my heart knew you were going to shut that door

my heart told me to let you know how i really feel

my heart told me if he lets go then its not actually real

my heart never told me if i told you i would loose a friend

my heart never told me my world would come to an end

my heart thought you wouldn, t walk out for good

my heart thought u would of understood

my heart now misses all fun we have had together

my heart now wishes we should of stayed friends forever

my heart just had to give in and put up with the fact that you are gone

my heart has let you win and made me realise that i was wrong

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Wednesday, November 26, 2008

the fun the laughter . . .

if u move nd c the way back is more funny muhahahah . . .

sori fad a gerl got to do wat a gerl got to do . . .

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Sunday, November 23, 2008

haix . . .
yesterday i found out something stupid . . .
haix . . .
i found out tat my abg angkat nd my ex noe each other . . .
i cant stand it haix . . .
nt fair yesterday i almost wan 2 cry like hel . . .
bt gd thing nana, atin, zul, fadly was there 2 make me happy . . .

ZANA !!! ATIN !!!! ZUL!!! FADLY!!!!
thx u guy!!!
u guys is always there 2 make me happy . . .
ily guy alot . . .

long live BLS KK!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahahaasss . . .

i love the time we had 2 gether bt wat u did had gone sooo far . . .
haix . . . thx 4 the happyness u give me!!!

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Monday, November 17, 2008

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Sunday, November 16, 2008

this is taken at the wedding of kak siti . . .

she the cutest rite???

my lil hero become sooo big . . . bt still i love him dearly . . .
{nd behine my CRAZY cuzzy!!!!}

oww . . . she give me a kiss . . . muahxx love herrr . . .

smileeee!!!

tat my another hero . . . he gonna be handsome went he grows up!!!

then at mac . . .

ily u guy re the best . . .

there re always there wen im sad . . .

nana nd atin we re gonna b BLS 4eva . . .

my miss sunshine . . .

my miss cuty pie . . .

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17/11/08

after nana, atin nd zul practis . . .

we go lapaside . . .
after . . .
we eat . . .
we heared . . .
some music . . .
wow .. ..

we saw 2 ppl singing . . .
soooo we join in the fun . . .
we danceeeee nd sing hhaahahaassss

abg . . . dance . . .
he dance dandut !!!
u will he dance at the video . . . it around the last parrtttt . . . .
enjoyyyy

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That day . . .
im in dance
my sis, cuzzy, my "sister", "2 lil bro"
is in choir . . .
my "god bro just wanted 2 sit inside the choir room b t suddenly he is in choir hahasss . . .
tat the most funny thing ve ever happen . . .

After tat we just sit around at mac . . .
my "god bro" fadly . . .
was playing a guita . . .
then we statred singing . . .
bt mostly we just laught . . . hahasss
there is a video we take i will put it up ltr . . .
i no the video is weired sooo if u wanna comment just comment kk . . .
yar there also photo sooo enjoyyy

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Thursday, November 13, 2008

1st day was bored at start . . .
bt wen we chose our own team . . .
its stared to b fun . . .
we play alot of game . . . at start bt we soon we re winning . . .
our team laught alot . . .
nd our group name is chillax . . . coz we just like 2 chill nd relax . . .
Went we wen to the element all of us work as 1 try our best 2 succend . . .
we nvr give up no matter wat!!!
After our dinner we play more game nd our group become even more closer!!!

after tat we find out where we gonna sleep . . . our team is been slit up . . .
me nd my 2 other fwn sleep wit team "milo" . . .
we kind off make fwn from there 2 hahas . . .

the whole day was sooo fun . . . some more it just our 1st day!!!!!!!!!!

2nd day . . .
wen we woke up we had a bath nd wait till its 7.30 . . .
after it 7.30 we meet up wit the other "chillax"
we nd meet with the other group . . . nd do the morning exercise . . .
the group . . . "boombastic" lean the way . . .

after that kenny(por fercillitator) say tat our group will be serving food . . .
after breakfast . . . we have to play this game for the whole 10-30min((i think))
we do sit up nd other exercise . . . we did more then a thousand . . . . ( im serious!!! )
and at last our team win 1st place . . . we get 300 or more point!!!
WOOOO!!!HOOOOO!!!

then after our lunch we went the spider wed thing . . . our team did it okok lar . . .
yeahhh .....
2nd was the post man walk . . . i was the belator . . . it was fuin bt my hand is red!! ouchh!!!
after tat is the log thing . . .
me nd dee wen up . . . i wasss soo scared i put my leg at the log bt i wen back again . . .
bt wen i wanted 2 try again it stared 2 rain . . .
haix . . . then i wen down just by jumping . . . funfun!!!

after tat we play a few game then we had our dinner . . .
nd u no wat we had bbQ 4 dinner funfunfun!!!
after tat cleaning up time then time 2 sleep . . .

3rd day ((last day))

we exercise then play . . . ((nt as a team bt the whole leader))
then all off us . . . gt 2 go over a wall . . .
i over come my fear nd gottan over the wall . . .

after tat clean up time . . . then chatchatchat . . . blablabla time 2 gooo home . . .
sooooooooo saddd!!!!!!!

there re some photo we taken i will put it up later!!!!

ENJOY

hahasss

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Thursday, November 6, 2008

6 november . . .

Tat day we re suppost to seach 4 a job . . .

bt . . . hahas . . . we kind of carryed away . . .

from bugis we wen 2 . . . explannet . . . to raffeal citty . . .
we went 2 alot of places . . . we laught . . . laught nd LAuGHT!!!

hyqal buy his gf a b'ade present . . .

hahas we help . . .

farhan nd natasha keep on fighting hahas . . .

farhan also keep making me shout!!!